Pulsar Audio has introduced Pulsar Smasher ($54 value), an 1176-style compressor effect that is available for free download until March 11th, 2020. The iLok License Manager needs to be installed for plugin activation purposes (iLok USB key is not required). Pulsar Smasher is a FET compressor effect modeled after the vintage UREI 1176LN peak limiter […]
Reflekt Audio has introduced Mouthin’ Off, a freeware beatbox virtual instrument in VST, VST3, and AU plugin formats for digital audio workstation software on PC and Mac. Mouthin’ Off is a sample-based virtual instrument featuring 164 royalty-free beatbox sounds. You know, the type of drum sounds people make with their mouths. The “boom!” kicks, the […]
Ummet Ozcan has announced the forthcoming release of Genesis Pro, a powerful synthesizer VST plugin that will only cost one euro. February just became an exciting month to be an aspiring music producer – especially if you don’t have any money. Because for those of you in the know, the wait is finally over. After […]
Orchestral Tools has introduced Layers, a free orchestral sample library powered by SINE Player. The library can be used like a standard virtual instrument available in VST and AU plugin formats for compatible DAW software on PC and Mac. Orchestral Tools Layers is an orchestral sound library designed for use with SINE player, a freeware […]
Audio Damage has released RoughRider3, a freeware compressor effect in VST, VST3, AU, and AAX plugin formats for digital audio workstation software on PC, Mac, and Linux. Also available on iOS as an AUv3 plugin and standalone app. RoughRider3 is a plugin designed specifically for heavy-duty dynamic range compression. It is a character compressor that […]
Then the idea came up in me to collect these questions and answer them myself, an interview with myself, so to speak. I have done something like this before, but only answers, without the associated questions.
Here is the result:
When were you happiest?
When I was 15 years old and met my great love. Every time we met, looking into her face was like the most beautiful sunrise.
I’m Capricorn, very determined when it comes to achieving my goals. I can only give up when something is not important enough to me, otherwise that’s not an option. That’s why we are together today, against all odds, and there were lots of very hard ones.
Life has done a lot of scars to both of us, but when I see her face, the sun is still rising. Every day.
What is your greatest fear?
I’m more afraid of life than of death. This fact itself sometimes scares the people around me who I care about. I myself am hardly afraid of anything, except for the brutality, ruthlessness and lovelessness that people are capable of.
What is your earliest memory?
There are very diffuse, weird images inside of me, of which I don’t know exactly whether they are reality or fantasy.
What is your most treasured possession?
Objects mean nothing to me, but I love my Yamaha HS 8 studio monitors. They make music sound the way it’s been recorded.
Who would you play in the film of your life?
Maybe the young Gérard Depardieu. I once read that he has become an idiot who drinks himself to death, perhaps because he cannot cope with the loss of his son. He said something about his son’s death that touched me deeply: “My little Guillaume was too brilliant and fragile for this world.”
I find this statement very loving.
What is your favorite word?
What do you owe your parents?
Nothing but misery.
What does love feel like?
What did you want to be when you were growing up?
A rock star, an architect or an archaeologist.
What is your favourite smell?
What is your guiltiest pleasure?
Which words or phrases do you most overuse?
What is the trait you most deplore in others?
Which book changed your life?
“Fate as an Opportunity” by Thorwald Dethlefsen. I was 17, absolutely clueless, and this book gave me a chance to develop a world view, even if it was a rather depressive one.
What is the worst thing anyone’s ever said to you?
“Without my money you won’t get anywhere.” My father said that shortly before his death. That was just one of many injuries, but it was the most disgusting.
What was the best kiss of your life?
Wilma’s first kiss when she was a little puppy. It went straight to the heart, the purest form of love.
What has been your biggest disappointment?
Is it better to give or to receive?
Both. But the order is important: always give first.
Which living person do you most despise, and why?
The orange piece of shit that other pieces of shit put on a throne that makes him the most dangerous piece of shit in the world.
If you could go back in time, where would you go?
The year 17 A.C., Jerusalem.
If you could edit your past, what would you change?
As great as the temptation is, and believe me, it is very big: nothing. Everything is as it should be. I think one of the most important things to learn in life is acceptance. Precisely because it is also the most difficult.
Where would you most like to be right now?
I have an imaginary place in my head that I’ve been carrying with me all my life. It is a plot of land on a plateau, high above the adjacent sea. In the background – or foreground, depending on the perspective – are beautiful mountains with snow-capped peaks. There is a Roman-style house on the property with an atrium. My retirement home. I would like to get this done before I depart from this life.
Tell a joke.
If a man comes around the corner, the bus is gone. If a bus comes around the corner, the man is gone. If they both come around the corner, the corner is gone.
Tell a secret.
If I tell a secret, it’s no longer one.
Have you ever said ‘I love you’ and not meant it?
Yes. I didn’t want to hurt or was a coward. Or both.
How often do you have sex?
I’m not counting something like that. But it feels just right.
What do you consider your greatest achievement?
That I conquered fear.
Which living person do you most admire?
There is not one person I admire the most. I admire every person who manages to do what is right and does not primarily think of himself first.
But I have musical role models. I think the one I admire the most is Mark Knopfler. His ability to write and play music is incredible.
Aside from a property, what’s the most expensive thing you’ve bought?
Drums. Drummers have the most expensive passion among all musicians. A cymbal stand costs as much as a guitar. Of course, depending on the model, but you get a decent guitar for a decent cymbal stand.
What would your superpower be?
I already have a superpower. I can create music.
What makes you unhappy?
The incredible amount of bad music that is commercially successful.
As a young man, I thought that was important. Today that tends to zero. In this respect, I’m no longer interested in my external imperfections.
Who would you invite to your dream dinner party?
Mark Knopfler, Mike Oldfield, Gavin Harrison, Simon Phillips and my parents in one room. The latter should only listen to what the others have to say. Maybe then my parents would finally understand why I have to make music.
What is the closest you’ve come to death?
I almost drowned in the open sea. I was saved unexpectedly at the last moment.
What is your most unappealing habit?
Honestly, I don’t know. Others can certainly say that better.
What is the top of your bucket list?
I really want to find the time and silence to finish my album.
To whom would you most like to say sorry, and why?
To everyone who needs an apology from me to deal with injuries I inflicted on him or her.
What single thing would improve the quality of your life?
The abolition of money. Mankind doesn’t need money. The planet offers all resources humans need. We have a distribution issue called greed.
What keeps you awake at night?
The future that people of my generation will leave behind for the next generation.
What song would you like played at your funeral?
This song has been with me all my life. A lullaby for adults. And since I then go to sleep, that fits very well. It may also comfort the participants at my funeral. I don’t know any other song that creates such warmth and peace in me as this one.
How would you like to be remembered?
It is not important to be remembered, only what you do in life should be. As a person I’m as insignificant as anyone else.
If you could bring something extinct back to life, what would you choose?
What is the most important lesson life has taught you?
Immediately after birth, all sorts of things are expected from you. They break your wings as quickly as possible before you even start flying.
Aunt Berta’s wet kisses on your still innocent child’s face only delight Aunt Berta. Uncle Alfred has a secret boner when you reluctantly sit on his lap. You endure it because there is a little pocket money or small gifts at the end of the evening, because that way you have already been conditioned.
A little later, you are expected to be compliant, shut up and consume. Almost everyone wants you to become someone you are not.
All my own experiences? Yes. 100%.
The lesson I have drawn from this is: don’t fulfill expectations, find your way back to yourself as quickly as possible, heal, become a natural being and do meaningful things.
Tracktion Corporation has announced the release of Waveform Free, a forthcoming freeware digital audio workstation that is set to replace T7 DAW. The news was announced at NAMM 2020, along with the information about Tracktion Corporation’s new flagship DAW software called Waveform 11. The free version of the software will include the majority of the […]
Caelum Audio has released Tape Cassette, a free lo-fit tape cassette recorder emulation in VST3 and AU plugin formats for PC and Mac. Tape Cassette emulates the sonic imperfections of an old tape recorder, including their sound character, noise, and pitch instability. The plugin provides the controls for adjusting the intensity of each aspect of […]
After a few months without Facebook and some new releases, the result is disastrous when it comes to marketing my music. I usually sold a few hundred copies at Bandcamp in the first few days after new music was released. There is absolutely no comparison to that now, I am far from it, to put it mildly.
I had the most visitors to my website through Facebook, and most of the buyers of my music came through Facebook. Twitter absolutely cannot close this gap. Where Facebook was responsible for 80% influx, Twitter is only 10%. Neither my own website nor any social network can compensate for this.
These are facts and they bother me massively. I hate Facebook, think it’s wrong, harmful, and also criminal. My dilemma is quite big, accordingly.
I currently have to put up with the question of whether I can afford the absence of Facebook as someone who wants to make money with music (not necessarily, but want to). I am very busy in the studio and have lots of releases planned. I have never been more creative than now, and it hurts me that things are going down on the business side of things… just because of the fact that I left Facebook.
It would be very nice if you would support me if you like what I do. You can either buy my music on Bandcamp, stream it on Spotify or Apple Music or donate something. I don’t want gifts, you know that I always give more than I ask back. 😉
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